Ya Allah , I can't face all this .

I miss you so much kakak :(

Get well soon yeahh . Will always pray for your speedy recovery .

Ya Allah , please take good care of my beloved sister .

I need her badlyy :(

I love to talk about the days in future :)

Heyy girlfriends and boyfriends :) I'm a lil bit busy lately , sorry for not updating any post . This post is about ' I love to talk about the days in future ' as you can see the tittle above . I always talk about what I want in the future with a few of my friends recently . Some of them think that I am GATAl* cause sometimes I talk about how many babies I want and their gender . But to me , it's normal . To me lah but to you guys I don't know lah kn . HAHA . I usually talk about my ambition (normal stuff ) , what's best for my momma when she's old , what type of husband I want , what are d names for my wonderful babies and many more . I just want the best for my family and I , you see . I know dat i'm only 15 but I just love the way I think as a teenager . Oke lah tuhh , at least I talk about what I want for d days in future rather than gossip-ing about hot guys , she's a B**** and lots lots of stuff that teenagers nowadays talk right ? Sorry , no offense . And the most craziest thing which my friends said so is when I told them if theres a guy want me to be their girlfriend or wife , i'll make this one agreements on a piece of paper and i'll list down what I want & stuff like for example they have to accept me just the way I am without changing my personalities because to me , I dont want to be fake , you know what i mean aite ? I love my style and my personalities so people who wants to be my friend have to accept my crazy , stupid and easy going bahaviour . I don't act prettyy in front of boys and try to cover my mouth when eating . I kalau makan mmg tak kesah kalau mulot comot ke muka burokkkss or cili tersekat between d teeth , I just don't give a damn . And when my friends make silly jokes , I just laugh my ass off smpai tersembur-sembur makanan out from d mouth IN FRONT OF THE BOYS . Tak kesah lah hot ke tak dorg . Young ladies and pretty ladies , try not to be fake or d word PLASTIC in front of the hot , cute or taugh guys . Be who you are and if they don't like ur behaviour , just don't give a damn what they say . Just carry on with your lifee and be happy with d way you are . I think that's all for this post . Hope you guys understand what I'm trying to tell you guys . Have a nice dayy . Peace :)

HEHE :P

Be who you are .

Hello people . Oke , let me set you straight .

There's a few of my friends copied me doing this certain2 stuff .

Which i reallyyy HATE , obviously .

Non of us are perfect , but please , please , you can be wayy , wayy much better

besides copying others right ?So people , please dont copy others .Just be who you are . People will accept you d way you are . If they don't , just dont be sad . Stay strong . Dont give a damn what others think about you . Oke , dat seems so harshh . Scratchh that * HAHA .

Like for example , among the 5 of your friends , only you wore hip hop oufits every time you went out and you think it's cool dat way . Then 1 of your friends said ' elehh , kau ingat cool la pkai outfits hip hop ' . smthng like that . Then she/he copied your outfits a few weeks later . Are'nt youu mad ? Mestyla mrh kn ? I felt dat wayy too .

Not dat i say you can't copy people's outfits and stuff , you can ,

but jgnla kutuk org tuh pkai tuhh pkai niyh mcm cool sgt n blablabla , pastu a few weeks later , you pon 2 kali 5 jugak . mcm tak betol kn ? hipokrit gilaaaa !

Fyi , being ourself is wayy , wayy better than being someone else .

Maria Elena is awesome :)

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Hello people . HIHI . Oke , yesterdayy I talked to Maria Elena from peliks.blogspot.com .We took some pictures . Ohh , you are so cool Maria . So , I hope we can talk again .Btw , thanks gila2 for d advises .Thanks dtg kt Simply Events . Nnt dtg lah lg .Thankss jugakk for d hijab tutorial .
It was an awesome dayy . I wish to see youu again next time . Insyallah .

Before The Event :

End of last year , a friend of mine told me to watch Maria's video at Youtube .

I was like :

' Pahal minah niyh mcm suka GILA kt maria . Ape yg cool sgt minah niyh . (b4 watching maria's video) Then I pun bkkla one of Maria's video at Youtube . Like 1 minute after d video began , i was like , ' Hmm , boringgg & stoped d video '. Suddenly , ntah mcm mane i pressed d start button once again & started to laugh my ass off . After watching d video i said
' Fuyyohhh , cool GILA ahh minah niyh '.
& i started to watch d other videos . awesome gila la maria niyh . Then tros i LIKE her facebook page . Suddenly, Simply Events , which is my cousin's company buat dis 1 grooming event by wana n featuring maria . Then i was like oke mama Tehah nk jumpe maria LIVE babehh !

After The Event :

I'm on d phone with my friend & I was like :

' Oemmgee , Girlfriend ! Maria Elena is soooooo freeeking awesome . youu know wat ?

I talked to her FACE TO FACE & took some pictur

es with her yaww ! Jgn jealous ! ( Gediikk tone ) Oke masa tuhh i talked my friend's ears off . Mcm giler kuat la kn . Dye pun mcm ' kau niyhh , takpyah la nk pecahkn eardrum aq '.

Smthg like dat la . Serious , I was being soo selfish & not to let her talk at all . HAHA .
Cruel me ~

* The aim of posting dis blog is to tell youu how much I adore Maria Elena & to tell youu guys not to press d stop button as d video began after a minute and not to sayy BORINGGG ~ Which i used to sayy :) And not to say ' Pahal minah niyh mcm suka GILA kt maria . Ape yg cool sgt minah niyh '. ohhh , please dont . Believe me , as soon as youu guys watch her video you guys will say d same thing i said which is ' Fuyyohhh ! cool gila ahh minah niyhh '. & you'll be like okeee im so gonna see her Live babehh :)

Kak Maria , no offense :) teeehee ~

When she's giving me some advises . Btw , just ignore me .

The end :)

Happy Birthdayy , Mama .

OMEGLE !

Heyy pepople :)

Meet my new friend from china . She's on d right hand side .

I know her from OMEGLE , yaww !

HAHA . Org first jd my friend from omegle .

She's 16 n her name is chora .

She gave her YM email to me n so do i .

We chat almost 5 hours . Lame giler kn ?

She's friendly . She told me about lifes in China .

She loves fashion , make-ups n love to have her own kids but dont wanna marry .

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . Same : : : )

I love to know people who in love with fashions :)

I loikeee :)

I don't need people to counsil me

I am told to go to Bilik kaunselor on mondayy .

Wat d hell ?

I did not do anything wrong . Ouhh , because of d fight ?

Man , i do not involved n y should i go ?

Whatever . I know dat i'm not wrong n y should i be scared aite ?

I am forced to go n i'll go .

Ya allah , give me d strength to be patient n to not burst out to d girls or d teacher .